"Too young, too dumb to realize"

changed
Arifah Khoirianti. Riri.
not sweet, not cool & sixteen

"Cause my heart breaks a little when i hear your name"


"I hope He boughts me flowers, I hope He held my hands"



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On My Own - Ost. Less Miserables
Sabtu, 15 Juni 2013 || 04.55

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone, I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me

In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me for ever and forever

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us

I love him.
But when the night is over
He is gone, the river's just a river
Without him the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers

I love him
But every day I'm learning
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me his world will go on turning
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known

I love him.

I love him
I love him

But only on my own.



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when i was your man.
Selasa, 04 Juni 2013 || 22.11


Same bed, but it feels just a little bit bigger now

Our song on the radio, but it don't sound the same

When our friends talk about you all that it does is just tear me dow
Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

And it all just sound like uh, uh, uh
Hmmm too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers and held your hand
Should have gave you all my hours when I had the chance
Take you to every party cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby is dancing, but she's dancing with another man.

My pride, my ego, my needs and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes

It all just sounds like uh, uh, uh, uh
Too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers and held your hand
Should have gave all my hours when I had the chance
Take you to every party cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby is dancing, but she's dancing with another man.

Although it hurts I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
Oh, I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want you to know

 I hope he buys you flowers, I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours when he has the chance
Take you to every party cause I remember how much you loved to dance


Do all the things I should have done when I was your man..

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When I Was Your Man (Female Version When You Were My Man)
|| 22.07

Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down
Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

It all just sounds like oooooh…
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize
That you should have bought me flowers
And held my hand
Should have gave me all your hours
When you had the chance
Take me to every party
Cause all I wanted to do was dance
But now baby I’m dancing
But I’m dancing with another man

your pride, your ego, your needs, and your selfish ways
Caused a nice young love like me to walk out your life
Now we’ll never, never get to clean up the mess we made
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes

It all just sounds like oooooh…
Mm, too young, too dumb to realize
That you should have bought me flowers
And held my hand
Should have gave me all your hours
When you had the chance
Take me to all parties
Cause all I wanted to do was dance
But now baby I’m dancing
But I’m dancing with another man

Though it hurts
I'll be the first to say I was wrong
Oh, I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for the mistakes
But I just want you to know
He buys me flowers
And he holds my hand
And he gives me all his hours
Cause he has the chance
Takes me to all the parties
Cause he remembers how much I love to dance
Does all the things you shoulda done when you were my man

Does all the things you shoulda done when you were my man

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If a were a boy
Rabu, 13 Maret 2013 || 20.17

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleepin' alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waitin' for me to come home

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

 
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
Yeah you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts

Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you're just a boy



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If This Was a Movie
Minggu, 17 Februari 2013 || 19.05

Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not there
I was playing back a thousand memories, baby
Thinking 'bout everything we've been through
Maybe I've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Wrapped up in your arms and our friends were laughing
Cause nothing like this ever happened to them,
Now I'm pacing down the hall, chasing down your street
Flashback to the night when you said to me,
"Nothing's gonna change, not for me and you"
Not before I knew how much I had to lose

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

If you're out there,
If you're somewhere,
If you're moving on,
I've been waiting for you.
Ever since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before.
And I just wanna see you back at my front door.
And I say

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would before you said it's not that easy
Before the fight, before I locked you out
But I take it all back now

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

You'd be here by now
It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now
Baby, what about the ending
Oh, I thought you'd be here by now, whoa
Thought you'd be here by now


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Tahu Diri Ost. Perahu Kertas
Sabtu, 01 Desember 2012 || 19.20

Hai..
Selamat bertemu lagi.
aku sudah lama menghindarimu
sialkulah. kau ada disini
Sungguh tak mudah bagiku
rasanya tak ingin bernafas lagi
tegak berdiri di depanmu kini
sakitnya menusuki jantung ini
melawan cinta yang ada di hati

Reff:
Dan upaya ku tahu diri
tak slamanya berhasil
'pabila kau muncul terus begini
tanpa kita bisa bersama
pergilah menghilang sajalah

lagi.

Bye..
Selamat berpisah lagi
meski masih ingin memandangimu
lebih baik kau tiada disini
sungguh tak mudah begiku
menghentikan segala hayalan gila
jika kau ada dan ku cuma meradang menjadi yang di sisimu
membenci nasibku yang tak berubah.

Dan upaya ku tahu diri
tak slamanya berhasil
'pabila kau muncul terus begini
tanpa kita bisa bersama
pergilah menghilang sajalah lagi..

Berkali kali kau berkata, kau cinta tapi tak bisa
Berkali kali ku tlah berjanji menyerah..

Dan upaya ku tahu diri
tak slamanya berhasil
'pabila kau muncul terus begini
tanpa pernah kita bisa bersama
pergilah. menghilang sajalah lagi.
pergilah. menghilang sajalah.
pergilah. menghilang sajalah
lagi.



ini versi piano nya http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Vpn-IVVSIs

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payphone - Maroon5 (feat. Wiz Khalifa)
Jumat, 08 Juni 2012 || 05.54

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

 Yeah, I know it's hard to remember,
 The people we used to be
It's even harder to picture,
That you're not here next to me.

You say it's too late to make it,
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Vid] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Vid] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick

Oh, you turned your back on tomorrow
'Cause you forgot yesterday.
I gave you my love to borrow,
But you just gave it away.

You can't expect me to be fine,
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before,
But all of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
 I would still be holding you like this
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone

[Wiz Khalifa:]
Man, fuck that shit
I'll be out spending all this money
While you're sitting round wondering
Why it wasn't you who came up from nothing,
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I'm stunting,
And all of my cars start with a push of a button

Telling me the chances I blew up
Or whatever you call it,
Switch the number to my phone
So you never could call it,
Don't need my name on my shirt,
You can tell it I'm ballin.

Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could have saw but sad to say it's over for.
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now it's me who they want, so you can go and take
that little piece of shit with you.


I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
 I would still be holding you like this
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone...

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one last cry - Brian mcknight
Jumat, 24 Februari 2012 || 21.35

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

[Chorus:]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry

 Cry

I was here
You were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

[Chorus:]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
For the very last time
Stop living a lie

[Bridge:]
I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on
 And on.
 And on .

[Chorus:]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
For the very last time
Been living a lie

I guess I'm down,
I guess I'm down,
 I guess I'm down..
 I guess I'm down..
 To my last cry.

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Raisa - Apalah Arti Menunggu
Rabu, 11 Januari 2012 || 13.31

telah lama aku bertahan
demi cinta wujudkan sebuah harapan
namun ku rasa cukup ku menunggu
semua rasa tlah hilang
sekarang aku tersadar
cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang
apalah arti aku menunggu
bila kamu tak cinta lagi

namun ku rasa cukup ku menunggu
semua rasa tlah hilang

sekarang aku tersadar
cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang
apalah arti aku menunggu
bila kamu tak cinta lagi

dahulu kaulah segalanya
dahulu hanya dirimu yang ada di hatiku
namun sekarang aku mengerti
tak perlu ku menunggu sebuah cinta yang semu

sekarang aku tersadar
cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang
apalah arti aku menunggu
bila kamu tak cinta lagi

sekarang aku tersadar
cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang
apalah arti aku menunggu
bila kamu tak cinta lagi


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Dear John
Selasa, 03 Januari 2012 || 21.35

Long were the nights
when my days once revolved around you
Counting my footsteps
praying the floor won't fall through again
And my mother accused me of losing my mind
 But I swore I was fine

You paint me a blue sky
and go back and turn it to rain
And I lived in your chess game,
but you changed the rules everyday
Wondering which version of you
I might get on the phone tonight
Well, I stopped picking up
and this song is to let you know why

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
I should've known

Well, maybe it's just me
and my blind optimism to blame
Or maybe it's you and your sick need
to give love then take it away
And you'll add my name
to your long list of traitors who don't understand
And I'll look back and regret
how I ignored when they said run as fast as you can

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

Dear John, I see it all now it was wrong
Don't you think nineteen's too young to be played with?
Your dark twisted games when I loved you so
I should've known

You are an expert at sorry and keeping lines blurry
Never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you've run dry have tired, lifeless eyes
'Cause you've burn them out

But I took your matches before fire could catch me
So don't look now
I'm shining like fireworks over
Your sad, empty town

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

Dear John, I see it all now it was wrong
Don't you think nineteen's too young to be played with?
The girl in the dress wrote you a song
You should've known

You should've known
Don't you think I was too young?
You should've known


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Hoobastank - The reason
Kamis, 29 Desember 2011 || 21.03

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

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White Horse
Rabu, 14 Desember 2011 || 18.33


White Horse


Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you

Holdin' on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should've know
I should've know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around



Maybe I was naive, got lost in your eyes
Never really had a chance
(My mistake, I didn't know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand)
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around





And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late to catch me now



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You - ten2five
|| 16.40


You did it again
You did hurt my heart
I don’t know how many times

You. I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down

You said you’d never lie again
You said this time would be so right
But then I found you were lying there by her side

You.. You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again
You.. Successfully tore myheart
Now it’s only pieces
Nothing left but pieces of you

You frustated me with this love
I’ve been trying to understand
You know i’m trying i’m trying

You.. I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
And now you let me down



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